Reread some stuff from 2013. Good. Why did I abandon it? No confidence. A series of letters from a woman to a man named…

What can I profit from coming to these Table Talks (profit in this sense reminds me of Gide’s diaries)? Do I just come for…

F.’s birthday. I have two lives: my mind’s life where I think and imagine, and my social life as a father, partner, friend. One…

Tomorrow, I finally submit to Brick.

Reading Thanh’s memoir discomfits me. It reads like one version of what I have written.

How should I now define…

Book review:

psych exploration of past.The conclusions reached in therapypresented for what?the present tense “Today . . . ” Does it open or close meaning?…

Yesterday while watching F. clean-up before we left her grandparent’s house. Grandma passed colored blocks asking F. to name them before she placed them…

“What I did had stakes, but reality rarely intruded, and when it did, the consequences were light, so that it would be a miserable,…

The only grip I maintain on my reality – this. Everything else a fight. The habit of women distracts me. My life isn’t static,…

(I deleted a passage, because I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings).

Kingsway Massage: make it an Am I the Asshole OR I Fucked up…